fav video on youtube

hello everyone! so theres this grl that i love to watch her videos on youtube. Shes a make up guru and shes owh so lovely and amazing. to you ppl that loves anything that has to do with beauty stuffs u guys should check her out. well i sumwut did learn alot from her videos....thanx to u aubrey! its almost been 9 months since i started watching and following her vids ...i saje nak share dengan korang.hehehe anyways heres the link to one of my fav vids of her...check her out....trust me u'll love her! so i chose this video cuz i thnk that its funny....owh well actually there's too many that i dnt know which one to pick. in this video she was doing a haul on the things that she bought....hope guys will like it. and dnt get me wrong i am not obsess with her...i juz love how she does her hair and make up...it luks really cute and yea i dnt know why but she always seems to be so happy and bubbly all the time. heeeeee. hope u guys will enjoy watching...thas if u do...toodles!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=drKpqszprZ0

and owh yah...i saw the new freakin ipod nano...gila cantik seyh. its super uber cutee!! and yess im gonna tell mummy love to buy for my birthday prezzie cuz i still didnt tell her what i want;D..its hella cheap im tellin ya. hehe
look at it..its so pretty and colorful!! well green or pink are my choice of color.wut do u think? heeee

Today i went to go cut my hair...and uughhh it turned out to be so short!! fuck! i hate short hair. it makes me look faaaatttttttttt!!!! aaaaaaarrgggggghhh.i feel like chopping off that hair stylist's head. babi punya orang. But its all good atleast i know i still look okay and not weired.hehe. i have alot of things to settle before school starts and its really starting to bugg me. im gonna head to lala land now. good night everyone:)

damn it ....i always dnt know what to blog about. uughhhh this is hella annoying!anyways....its almost been a week since my holiday started. i would say that its fun and and not so fun. Fun because i had such a good time spending my money on things that I've been wanting to get hehehe and not so fun becaaauuuusssssseee....dearest boyfriend is always busy with work!!! haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hate it i hate i hate!! we always have to rush when ever we go out. i hate rushing!!! it ruins my mood and when that happens i get so damn irritated. Moving on....i cant wait for christmas and new years!! hehe....christmas because...theres gonna be poker nite...waaa im tellin u i laavvee the damn game. i know i sound so gay but wtv. and new yea cuz...i havent partied for soooooooo damn long. aduh!!hehe;D okay i think thats about it for now . toodles!xxoo

finaly done....

i cant believe this...im finally done. I cant describe how i feel right now.....Danial ajk go karaoke .i should fucking go..so that i can scream my guts out.

Give me a time a machine.Owh sungguh lancau!

two done..one more to go!

my history paper....was totally unexpected...

to be continued later.....

exams...

here i am sitting like a fool thinking about what to write. ive been staring at my laptop for the past 30 mnts not knowing wut to blog about. Tomorrow will be the last day of my exams.God knows how scared i am. Scared that ill end up forgetting wut i studied.... at the same time i cant wait to be done with it. 4 weeks of holiday....will just end up making me spend my parents hard earn money on useless activities and things. aarrgghhh. i have so much going on inside my mind. i miss someone.i really do. and i miss school to. im gonna head to bed now. good night

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A random picture of me and my lovie yayakksss:)

Birthday prezzie.

Till now..i still havent gave the answer to my mom about what i want for my birthday present. When ever i have the chance to ask for what ever i want ill end up not knowing what to choose,BUT i do have a couple of things in mind...still im not so sure if my mom would agree to it because of it being to expensive hehe... so yah here are the things that ive been wanting for quite sometime.

A holiday package to krabbi island thailand!! id love to go there with faiz heee;)

M.A.C makeup set. i sooo want the whole damn thing!

Tiffany Legacy Band Ring

DKNY sling bag.i loves it!!!!!

theres so much more that i want but the others are way too rediculous to ask for hehe so yah thats about. toodles.

Happy birthday to mua:)

hello there everyone yes i am now officially 21 years young:) i had the most perfect celebration this year cuz all my family members were there and sayang to!! weee. i dnt really have much to say but yea to all my frenz that wishd me thank u so much!!! u guys are such sweethearts for remembering my birthday.

a picture of me and sayang . the smile doesnt really luk sincere cuz my dad was the camera man. poor boy was scared of that old man. haha

ILYSM baby:) thank u for changing and being so wonderfull to me.

something random

YAY!! its finaly thursday today!! i have no classes tmrw and best part of all sayangs coming back home wooot!okay so yea...this evening i went out with siti....while we were chit-chatting she suddenly came up with this topic talking about laws of attraction. i was really super amazed with what she told me*pasal her stories,cuz she did an experiment on it* i dnt care what u ppl wanna say but i really think that its so cool. Since my exams are coming up...i should start thinking that i want good grades.. not really expecting an A but u know juz good grades. yang sedap mata memandang:) Siti ur awesome dude.. thanks for tellin me. tue la im lucky to have friends that are smart. hehe. anyways thats about it for now. ill update more later. love always;Lissa

3 things that i want rite now!!

1)My hubby!! sigh i miss u too much:'( its only been a couple of hours that u left for Macau and im already going krazy!!! five days not being able to see u feels so damn long.

2) Extra money for my rent.... yes my rent went up to 866 bux this month when im actually suppose to only pay 650 every month. wtf rite? my dads gonna put a drill in my head...somebody help me. i hate it when hez not around...everything seems to go wrong.

3) I wanna go on a holiday trip. i need it...so badly. argh im stressed out with my exams. so much to study. especially math. i was juz naturally born to be so dumb in math. i hate math!! hate it hate it hate it!! but i LOVE history hah. yea i know very weired but wut evers. okay back to the holiday. i so wanna go to Thailand or bali. those are the two most awesome places that i could think of.

anywhose thats about it. haha i cant wait for my birthday next week. Sayang said that he's gonna surprise me. haaah i cant wait.!!!!smart boy helpd his mommy on something so simple and easy that even my 6 year old cousin could do it and got a lot of money haha.it was so sweet of him to save the money juz to celebrate my birthday. i love u always baby. and i miss you so much.

Love ; Lissa

5 days with and without u...

okay so yea...i had a pretty good week with my hubby:) i dnt know why but eventhough we were dead broke we still manage to go out like krazy and eat like a pig. sigh im gonna hate next week cuz he aint gonna be here...nooooooo. i spent 5 days with u this week and im gonna be without u for also 5 days...:/ this is so unfair. anywhos moving on...u know sum ppl juz talk the talk but dnt walk the walk. i hate it when they cum up to me and start tellin me shiet but then their actions dnt contradict to their words. next time u shud take a good luk at ur self before saying shiet to me. gila tak malu rite . im tired of hearing ppl telling me what to do and think so yea fuck it im juz gonna listen to my self and those that matter to me. toodles;)

hmm??

love,hate and confusion.

This is the first time ive writen something in so much of tears. I dnt think ive ever felt this dissapointed before. Just no one could ever understand how mad and upset i am with what just happen. I feel so confused sometimes...juz thinkin about what should i do about it. i dnt know...i dnt know and i dnt know. i just dnt fucken know. All i ever wanted was juz to have someone that would love me the same way as i did. I had it once but i guess the relationship was juz not meant for me.
I thought walking out frm ur life would be really hard for me but after waht happen i dnt think so anymore. Im here to stay to give it another chance because u want me to and because i love u eventhough it dosent feel the same way anymore. im never gonna deny the fact that i still do love you...how could i ever not love someone that is the closest thing to me. When we're happy it feels so great despite all the fights that we go through.

i wish...

i wish i could go back in time and fix all of my mistakes....



i wish i was the perfect one for u...



i wish i was the best thing u ever had



i wish for u to be the one i spend my lifetime with


i wish to have all my iis frenz that i was close to here with me at this very moment and the moment when we all start growing white hair and having 50 grandchildren



i wish i was rich like oprah



i wish i had a body like the kim kardashian. damn she has a nice ass.



i wish i never had to feel so shitty about my self.



i hate going through fights with the ppl that i love the most like my mom , my boyfriend or my
friends. it sux shiet ass. Yaser is one person that i hate to argue with the most cuz he's the Goddest at making me feel stupid to everything that i say when we argue and making me feel guilty. arrgghhh why are u so good at arguing,debating and everything la!!



okay imma bounce now. its almost iftar. cant belive tmrws already eid. to all of my friends i juz wanna wish u all Eid mubarak!!yg my friends kat kl jng lupa i nak duit raya. hehe i love you guys.XOXO

What makes me happy?

my constant motivator:)*babe i just couldnt imagine how pale would my world be without u*

haha sorry i know...this is really random. I am just so super duper uber bored right now. My plans got cancled and chea its sux. I hate it when i dnt end up going out..but owh well its okay. theres always a next time. cheers~ : )

dedication to the past

sometimes i wonder how would things be like if i had a chance to go back in time and fix all of my mistakes. wouldnt it be really cool if i owned a time machine? . If i could then i would but too bad i cant. My high school years in iis was the bomb.especially in grade 9...the time when i felt
the world was so perfect:).yes...even though it was just for a while but owh my..it was wonderful. i wish nobody didnt have to leave....to my loves i miss u guys so much.going down to memory lane has never fail to make me smile.

IMU<3

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im so blur right now. ive been staring at my laptop for the past one hour thinking about what to write. hmm its true what the saying says. if your day starts of bad its probably going to get even worst. this totaly sux.Sometimes i just get so mad when things dnt work my way. Lately things have been a little crazy for me. The past few months was filled with ups and down. sigh i feel so emo right now....i dnt really have much to say. To u..yes u that person that means the world to me...ily so much that u could never imagine. owh yes belive me ud be supprised to know how much i do. i know i might not be the best person in the world for u but how i feel and everything that i do for u is truly sincere and ginuwine. cant imagine life wihtout ur love. Ily always and for ever.

brand new:)

So hello there my dear people. yes i just realized that i have an obssesion with blogging. i love jotting down my thoughts.Long ago,how ever long u wish to imagine, i use to think that blogging is gay but hah im wrong! its fun. maybe at times i might come up with uninteresting topics and u would probably lose interest in reading it but then again this is my blog...i am here to express my thoughts and emotions about life whcih i love to share it with all u people so enjoy;)